i’m sorry

sometimes I look at things in my life with love and wonder how much more I would have loved you. I think God was sending you to me to help me. there are so many pieces of film I must skip through now. I am sorry that I was scared. I am sorry that I wasn’t strong enough.

Her mother always told her that her eyes were the color of the lake after a storm, grey and green with a little bit of mud. 

She was born just as the lake began to warm, raised as if the water were land. 

She fell in love several times, but it was always the kind of love that falls away with a heavy rain.

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